Tuesday, May 31, 2005

it hasn't sunk it yet

I am about to leave Canada but the feeling of leaving hasn't sunk into me. I have been feeling like that for the past few days. I am still not motivated to pack ( i wonder if I will ever be ). I really dont want to leave.. I know there is one person in the world that will understand how I feel. AAARRRGGGHH ! I dont want to go ! Victoria is where I am comfortable and a big part of my life.... I hate this feeling..

Had a WONDERFUL dinner at Ferris Oyster Bar and Grill with Sai, PT, Stevie, Chris and my sister. It was great and I love the food ! Good times, good company, good food, what more can I ask for ? I wish I am here to stay a lil' longer..

I slept in today, first thought on my mind when I got up was ''I need to pack and I am going home...'' I guess the feeling is finally here.

I think I need to psycho myself.... pretend that I am coming back in the fall and be prepared to leave, this way... leaving is much easier.. you think ?

I finally cleared up the 'unknown', worked it out and I feel good about it.. NO more grey matters.. just black and white.. I need to watch a movie, to chill, to get rid of this 'bad' air.. I need to go to the beach, the sea or just watch the ocean...

I am out.

Monday, May 30, 2005

Singlish or English

My sister is in town.... so... I have my daily dosage of Singlish- a smattering blend of English, Malay, Mandarin, Dialects ........ in the past, I never had a problem, switching from Singlish to English and back, in a split second. From canadian accent to my singapore accent... Now i do.. my sister says I even speak Mandarin with an accent ! OPPS !

Nearly everyone in Singapore speaks more than one language, with many people speaking three or four. Most children grow up bilingual from infancy and learn more languages as they grow up. Naturally the presence of other languages (especially various varieties of Malay and of Chinese) has influenced the English of Singapore. The influence is especially apparent in the kind of English that is used informally, which is popularly called Singlish. Singlish is a unique blend of English and local (mostly) Hokkien, Malay and Tamil terms. Certain English words or phrases have also acquired local meanings which differ from their original meanings

Using Singlish was frowned upon because the standard of English was dropping. Kids that are going to school are spelling words wrongly and using Singlish words in essay writing. in 1999, the Singapore government introduced a official campaign to encourage Singaporeans to use Standard English rather than Singlish.

Many bloggers use a good deal of Singlish in their writing too. While I really dont agree with using Singlish, I can identify with the bloggers better and too many times, it almost seemed like I know the person. Singlish has become an identity for Singaporeans and especially while overseas, speaking to someone else in Singlish, is like being at home. ( Note, blogging in Singlish is totally different as compared to the short forms that a lot of Singaporeans use.

E.g
Aniwae, dis gurl cnnt make it lah, i tink e whole pt of e change is to show tt im nw gonna actualli hve to oso haf the additn work. tts sux. i tink tt iz soooooooo tt mebbe iz goin to coz less. aiya, btw, i koe onli i is e one tt koe enuf to finish e wrk. hw silli....

Translated into Singlish
Anyway, this girl cannot make it lah, I think the whole point of the change is to show that I'm now gonna actually have to also have the additional work. Thats sucks. I think that its soooooo that maybe its going to cost less. Aiya, by the way, I know only I is the one that knows enough to finish the work. How silly....

Translated into Real Standard English
This Girl can barely make it, I think the whole point of the change will show that I have to do the additional work. That will suck. Maybe the change will bring about less hiring cost. Oh. by the way, I know I am the only know that is capable of finishing the work. How silly....

I have no problems with reading Singlish and I understand every single word of it. BUT my brains simply refuse to read any 'shorten' singlish. I detest it. How hard can it be to spell out the extra ? does it really take more effort to type ONLY instead of ONLI ? or is the O in NOW really that far away on one's keyboard that NOW is spelt NW ?

Back to Singlish, for the adventurous, you can visit Talking Cock.Com Singapore's Premier Satirical Humour Website, visit the The Coxford Singlish Dictionary. Learn Singlish and come practise with me...

Which would you chose ?

If there is something out there and you like it LOADS .....

Would you grab it, knowing you can only have it for a few days ? or would you rather not have it because you only have a few days ? What would you chose ?

Sunday, May 29, 2005

A couple of calls to country 65 and a call to Country 49 and a few other things....

Despite sleeping at 6am and getting up and 11am the next day.... I am not tired at all, maybe because I have too many things on my mind, maybe because I am excited about the party today, maybe I am stressed..

I made a couple of phone calls to friends in Singapore, Kenric, Glenn, Mouse, tried Justin, tried Colin ! ( 65 is Singapore's country code ) and Dialed Jenny's number till I gave up. Needless to say, I called country 49 the minute i got up and receieved her email.

Socially stressed about life's responsibilities, ok...my responsibilities and my QUESTS ....
Tonight, its reflections day.... I read from a blog somewhere... there is another girl out there, with multiple 'responsibilities' and 'duty'. I found her blog 2 months ago, her title was really interesting and the words she used to describe herself hit close to home. Somewhere out there, there is someone who is trying her best to fufill her dreams and the things she wants to achieve.. Somewhere out here, I am trying to do the same. We are perfect strangers reading each other's blog, but I found a certain inspiration.

Like her, I am on a quest to be too many things and i am stressed. There are so many things we want to do in life, where do we even start ? How do we know that we are doing the right things ? How do we know that we are not screwing up anymore than we have already ? I dont even want to start on what I have to do.

Here's half the list.....
- An independent woman
- A perfect Student
- A dutiful daughter and niece
- An exemplary role model to my sister and younger cousins.
- A good listening ear for my friends
- A loving girlfriend
- An excellent chef to people whom I love and loves me
- A philanthropic individual
- An environmentally-friendly citizen of the world.
- A gracious ambassador of Singapore
- A good alumni of my schools.
- A bona fide city girl in love with living on islands
- An intelligent 'geek-wanna-be'
- A young lady, true to her heart and her dreams...

Dammm... that's a long list !

Call to country 49...
Jenny is going to laugh at me when she sees this.. ha ha ha ha... I spend almost 2 hours on the phone with Jenny and it was good catching up with someone whom you know really cares about you and you care about. We talked about everything from my 'UNKNOWN' ( now known to Jenny ), to her jobs in country 44 or 850, updates on friends and family, my concept of O and infinity and even wedding plans and bridesmaids ! ha ha ha haa. good talk... miss you lots !

Its my party tonight !
You coming ?

Sista' is still here
My sister is enjoying herself her, meeting friends of mine and experiencing life in Canada. I can't really blog for her but I think she is having fun..

The sun is STILL out
After 3 days of good sunshine, the sun is here to stay for the weekend. I am excited ! I am heading out and see you at the party...

What's new in Victoria ?
Swiftsure is on today ! It was really exciting to see sooo many yachts and boats of all shapes and sizes ! The inner harbour is PACKED ! check it out at http://www.swiftsure.org/

Friday, May 27, 2005

out of my comfort zone...

The concept of infinity has tantalized and sometimes troubled mankind for a long time.... Most religions attempt to explain in their own ways the mysteries and vagaries of the infinite.

I have NEVER been good with the unknown. I had trouble learning the concept of zero when I was 2 years of age. I had difficulties grasping the concept that zero is nothing, I had no problems with counting, in fact, I was really good with Math when I was younger. When I went to school, the concept of infinitygot to me. It was hard to do Calculus. I had no problems with trigonometry or algebra and even excelled in geometry. BUT, infinity got me... I could do the sums.. solve the problems but i can say that I never understood the concept totally. Not understanding the concept didn't help with Physics.

I've always had a problem with the unknown, the unseen, the unpredictable, I dont really like watching movies / books that have a mysterious twist or the kind that leaves you with a 'unknown' outcome or ending...it will bug me for the rest of the night.

When I first arrived in Canada. I had problems with people saying 'we'll see how things go' or 'I don't know, let you know later' or even ' I'll get back to you'. My life is a planned, organized and structured process and everyday is planned and accounted for. I didnt deal well with leaving plans up in the air, getting back to people. It is a very simple thing - you either go or you don't go. Do it or Dont want to do it. Unknown, unplanned and disorganized stuff just gets to me, its an irritation, or a bee that never flies away. Its just circulating above your head.... buzzzz buzzzz buzzzing away....

Then, I learnt that Canadians are very nice people, its sometimes hard to say no to someone, and I adjusted to the more 'laid-back' culture. I learnt to take my time, appreciate and smell the roses from time to time.. I enjoyed and welcomed the change, I learnt to accept the cultural differences. Slowly, the irritation went away, it didnt bother me as much....

Some things don't change....I know that deep down inside, I am still unable to deal with unknown. Its still gets me from time to time....

Most people that know me will know me as someone who is 'pretty-much' you get what you see. I am pretty straight-forward direct and I am really good to show that I dont like or uncomfortable with certain things. The past few days. I am more 'bugged' about something.. I dont know about something.. and I hate that... ARGHHH..

A shopaholic tourist

Lil' sista is in town..

l took her downtown to Inner Harbour. Did a little touristy stuff and proceeded to bring her shopping.
She was 'over-whelmed' with shoes but she had fun..
Celeste got a taste of my favourite Vietnamese Restaurant.
Saw the Spot where I usally sit and study by the harbour.
Walked into my favourite shops, saw houses that we both liked.
Things for the house that we both want to get...
Entered the mall, and went on a shopping spree....

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Heading out, the sun is brillant !

Wednesday, May 25, 2005

Sister is in Town

She is in town.. officially standing on Canadian Soil and breathing Canadian Air. More blogs to come...

Saturday, May 21, 2005

more silly tests..







I am 29% Hippie.

Wanna Be Hippie!
I need to step away from the tie-dye. I smell too good to be a hippie and my dad is probably a cop. Being a hippie is not a fashion craze, man. It was a way of life, in the 60’s, man.
I am 10% White Trash.
Not at all White Trashy!
I, my friend, have class. I am so not white trash. . I am more than likely Democrat, and my place is neat, and there is a good chance I may never drink wine from a box.
I am 35% Asshole/Bitch.
Part Time Asshole/Bitch.
I may think I am an asshole or a bitch, but the truth is I am a good person at heart. Yeah sure, I can have a mean streak in me, but most of the people I meet like me.
I am 10% Idiot.

Friggin Genius
I am not annoying at all. In fact most people come to me for advice. Of course they annoy the hell out of me. But what can I do? I am smarter than most people.
I am 58% Video Game Addict.
I have a Video Game Problem
Video games are a big portion of my life, maybe too big of a portion. They are not a means of social interaction, despite what I might think. I should just go outside.
I thought I was
I was more of a hippie,
someone would say
that I am more a Yuppie.
Agree with the White
Trash one.
Thought I was B*tchier
Agree with the Idiot test.
One more to prove my
previous post !
ha ha ha ha ha...
I am addicted
to computer games.
I need help.


Counting down to the days my sister gets here....
Talk to Colin online... car-pooling and makan at Katong soon !
Good friend Jorge from Mexico is drunk online.. he is hilarious !
Reed finally finished his table.. Looks really good..

the core, 43 things and RESPECT.

Here's a cute website I stumbled upon today...

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Its a site where people around the world identifies the 43 things that they want to do, read about those who have done it and also 'cheers' those that are doing it and get inspired to do more. When you are done with one goal, you mark it off, knowing you accomplished just a litte more.. It give the word 'self-help' to a new meaning.. No one tells you what to and what not to do. You just do it and write it off when you do !

Its seems like to me a self-accountability thing.. I have a list ( ha ha ha ha ha ) and I made it my 'homepage', [the page that first loads up when you click on Safari, IE, Netscape or whatever you use..] It kinda' reminds me of what I have to to to work towards my goal....

Sometimes, I wake up and find that page irritating and sometimes, I wake up and found the page inspiration, sometimes, I dread it coz it constantly reminds me that I am not working towards my goals.

core

I saw 'The Core' again, and once again.. my respect goes out to all the geophyicists out there ! R-E-S-P-E-C-T.

Friday, May 20, 2005

Touch Down YVR ...and a few other thoughts..

Come Tuesday, my little sister is flying in from Singapore. Her flight is confirmed and I am happy to have her in Canada.
10- 14 days is not enough to see Canada, so for now.. its Beautiful British Columbia.

I finally have to admit my addiction !
I am sooo addicted to playing computer games... I procrastinate getting out of bed, going to school..... but you talk about computer games.... oh man... I am sooo addicted to surfing the internet.. I have a problem. The first thing i do when I get up in the morning is to check my email, check nomadlife to see who has updated their blog and I read the news. By the time i get out of my room to brush my teeth and such, it can be HOURS later. DAMM.. I need help... I think..

Having wireless in the house doesn't make it easier. I surf on my bed, at the couch, on the dining table and if not for common sense and a sense of dignity and respect for myself, I would be blogging / surfing from the washroom !

addicted

Confused as hell...
Like mentioned above, I am addicted to the internet and having a gmail account doesnt help either... I have soo much space..( I am only using 21% of the 2 GBplus-size account ) So..... anyways... I check my emails very 2-3 hours.. Sometimes... I get 20 unread emails.. and sometimes I get none ! Confused......This is the cutest picture I found for 'confused !'

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Another aspect of AIESEC and internationalism
I found this on AIESEC Victoria's mailing list, group page.. ha ha ha... I am sure everyone remembered the 3am track at Coastal Conference 2005. The coastal LCPs did a good job explaining it !

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I am heading out to Vancouver for a few days.. RISK NIGHT is Sunday Early Evening.. Yeah !

Have a good weekend guys.

Wednesday, May 18, 2005

Touchdown in YVR on the 23rd/24th/27th ?

someone is comimg to visit me ..

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Introducing my one and only, younger sister,
baby of the house
Sweet, Talented,
Hardworking and Kind
Miss Tanya Celeste


I dunno when her flight is going to arrive for sure.. but i will know within the next 2 days.. I am sitting on my ass, doing nothing until she is here..ha ha ha ha ha

Sun is out and I am out! I want to sit in the sun and do nothing, enjoy the warm sunshine. I want to wear my shades and pretend that i am the only person on the lake. I want to shut all my thoughts and just thinking of nothing, nothing at all.. I want to pretend that I am Queen of the world ( ok... the lake is not too bad ). Forget about work, school, family, career and be a total SLUG !

Listening to Choral music... soothing......

More pictures of my sister, who most of you are going to meet in less then 10 days ! Isn't she cute ? I wrote about her on March 11th ! look in the archives ! She is going to kill me for using these picture again ! BUT for now she is too far away...

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She will be here for the party ! EVERYONE is invited to the party ! Ask everyone you know to come to the party too !

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

A certain someone from 1989

If you had sat down for coffe with me a few weeks ago, I would have told you that one my current worries / thoughts was my trepidation in entering the working world. Quiet honestly.. I am a tough cookie but entering the workforce is something foreign to me. I have volunteered, worked part-time / even full time and dealt with the working world a lot but building a career is different. I have faith but I have fears too.

Back in the early 1990s, it was really cool to celebrate your birthday at MacDonalds and you get to invite all your friends. I am sure it was Victoria who invited me to her birthday ( and my sister too ! ) and I invited her to mine a few months later. Victoria and I started Grade one together in the year 1989. She was in the same class as I was first year of school and she was in my class again as we finished off secondary school. We ended up as classmates for 6 years ( out of 10) at IJ.

Two days ago, she found me on friendster and I found out more about the latest happenings and 'gossips' with her life..

This girl, Victoria, she has always seemed more 'daring' ( might not be the perfect word to use here ) than I am. She was one of the only 3 girls in my class who opted to take History instead of A.Mathematics. She was one of the first among my friends to enter the workforce, get married and now she is a proud mother of a very beautiful baby.

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I figured that life doesn't always go as plan, I can never 'prep' myself for the working world, office politics, getting married, to be a good wife, be a good mother, daughter, daughter-in-law... grandmother ( and the list goes on.. ) but I know at least that there are sooo many girls out there who is in the same position as I am and ready to take on the world ? Vicky did it.. I am sure I will manage.....Victoria, Thanks for the thoughts, and subtle inspiration to me and maybe to the 4 Arts 4 of 98 !

( is this part where I say, I came, I saw, I conquered ? Ha Ha Ha....)

Sunday, May 15, 2005

Some crazy tests...





ok jenny... here are my result..i took the 45 questions ones ! Talk about procrastinating !

For some strange reason.... reading the test result about me : 'determining and doing the right thing is the foundation of your personality ' does it sound smiliar to my post on "Live Life". Take the silly tests and tell me... hee hee

Saturday, May 14, 2005

There's another party, you coming ?

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There is a party.. you coming ? Everyone I know is invited... Its my Goodbye Canada Party...Email me for more details !

Its the weekend.. a long list of things to do, a busy week ahead...

Off to Thesis Lake to enjoy the sun on Sunday
..Waiting for my dearest sister to come to Canada...
Talk to a good friend, who have been busy writing her thesis.
Bubble Tea with Sai, Pei Tien and Adrian...
Dying for a RISK night ? are you up for it ? Email me...

Have a good weekend guys..

Friday, May 13, 2005

The business proposal !

Someone is paying me to do her assignments ( well. the only clue that you are going get on who is paying me is.... its her SHE ! ) ha ha ha ha.. i love studying anyways... why not ?

Ha Ha Ha

Thursday, May 12, 2005

Simple Dans Ma Vertu, Forte Dans mon Devoir

which means Simple in Virtue, Steadfast in Duty. This was my school motto from CHIJ.

Something about me.. this morning I received an email from CHIJ Alumni ( my alma mater ). Its about connecting and finding old girls... Alumni.. Upon receiving the mail, I jumped out of bed ( ya... cool wireless allows me to check email from the bed ) and read the email again in more detail. It was only hours later that I realise how important my alma mater is to me...

I spend a total of 3+6+4+2 years in 4 different Catholic schools. 3 years of kindergarten, 6 years of elementary, 4 years of high school and 2 years in Junior College. Of the 15 years, 10 was in CHIJ TP( Convent of the Holy Infant Jesus ). I don't know when and why my school patriotism started but it did.... I think the story goes somewhat like this...

About a decade ago, a very wise, very caring teacher became my home tutor ( form teacher of my class ) She told the class to use Writing Paper with the school logo on it. She refuse to mark any assignments that was not written on the school's writing paper. ( yeah... in singapore, we have writing paper with our school's logo printed on it ) Sister Patricia ( yes she is a nun ) said; Girls, please remember to use the school's writing paper, because, if you dont use it, no one will. Do you think the girls from other school can use our school's paper ? The same goes for your uniform, if you dont wear it proper, no one will , because its your school. Have pride in your IJ uniform. Wear it well...

Along with tonnes other 'rules' on how a convent girl should behave, skirt should be long enough, pressed and hair tied up... One can only have navy blue ribbons on her hair, no more than 3 hair clips and earings should be no more than 6mm in diameter.. The list goes on...

( Sai, if you are wondering why I am so fussy and picky sometimes... maybe this will solve part of the mystery.. )

And when we sat for our Primary School Leaving Examinations and had to chose our secondary schools, everyone in the class had ( strongly encouraged ) to put CHIJ Secondary TP as our first choice... most of us did and 99.9% of us ended up in CHIJ Secondary. The rules from the Primary school was brought over to Secondary school. Same school uniform, same school compound, same school song and school rules !

In Secondary school, the pride grew, it was easy to walk into class with the same girls that went to school with you just last year- it was almost effortlessly. Girls that came to school from other primary school found it a little harder but they did well.. ( most of them probably came from one of the other 11 sister schools anyways )

Hanging out after school in the Malls was frown upon but we do it anyways... we are teenagers, we need to rebel from time to time but most of us wore our uniform with pride. CHIJ is a good school and we get an well-rounded education. We excelled in ECAs, have good academic records, spoke good english and we were taught to be young ladies... Every morning at assembly, there would almost always be a prize to be given out. Whether is a B or C Division Netball, Debates at National Level, the Choir with their SYF Gold awards or Achievements at Track and Field events, Swim Team.......

8 class of 40 girls each on each grade makes 320 X 4 students in the school. Its hard to say that I've never met you before. Considering how we even share recess times, science labs, assemblies in the hall. We even share washrooms ! Girls always goes to the bathroom together and IJ girls are no different.... The toilets was the focal point for gossips or the much needed break from a boring physics class. Needless to say, being in a call girls school. we dont even bother going to the washroom to change into attire for P.E

Singing the school songs, reading and understanding the words made us proud... After 10 years... I can almost say that I can sing the school song in my sleep and not go 'off-key'.

Entering Catholic Junior College with 50% of the girls coming from CHIJ ( IJ for short ) did not make it any easier... we still hang out as IJ Girls as a group. There is a certain kind of crazy bond between IJ girls, they can hit off the minute they meet. You can be from IJ TP or IJ KC or IJ St Theresa's . You are an IJ Girl. We appear to be very exclusive ( even though we are not , ok... maybe we are sometimes ) and we appear to be snobs to many other schools. But IJ girls bond fast, there is nothing we can do about it !

AHHHHH.... memories...... that we share....

The Singapore Straits Times Said : You can take a girl out of the convent but you can never take the convent out of the girl.
We celebrated our 150th anniverary last year. That is 150 years of educating girls. 150 years of convent girls..There are SOOOO many of us out there ! This is me, Just Me, Celine.. a convent girl. Proud to be an old girl !

To all you CHIJ TP girls out there, I have the link to the alumni group. Email me for the link !

Singing to myself as I go to bed... my school song.

Forward CHIJ forge a future bright
Advancing our aims with zeal and might
Guide us in our studies, O Lord we pray
Wisdom, courage and charity
Strengthen in us each day

Solidly united in our motto sound
Simple in virtue, strong in duty bound

Loyal to our isle we will ever be
Defending and serving our country
Noble in ambition, thought, word and deed
Rally round CHIJ, we will strive to succeed

Solidly united in our motto sound
Simple in virtue, strong in duty bound

There are a few

there are a few people that will always return your call when you leave a message / voiceman ( sadly I am not one of them )
there are a few comfort foods that one can cook and eat when one is upset or angry or just plain home-sick.
there are a few places and sight that I go and visit to make myself smile again.
a few people will always reply your emails in under an hour

I have a few people that I can always call and talk to when I am feeling down...
its long distance but its worth it..

Thanks Justin and Glenn for listening to me B*tch...

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

A walk to remember

I walked around UVic campus just the other day.. I found it extremely hard to say goodbye...
UVic is my school and it was the school that took me in and nurtured my love for geography.

I still remember the fall of 2001.. I was a first year student. Finding a class in Clearihue, getting lost in Cornett and math class in FRA159 is just too far away from the Buses especially for a 8.30 class. L-Huts was the Geographer's Paradise, with maps and rock samples. McPherson Library was intimidating and too huge.I remember waiting anxiously for the exam timetable to come out, and being so frightened walking into McKinnon for my first final. SUB is where I hung out. I was surprise to find a pub ( Felicitas ) on Campus and CIT ( Hickman ) was the newest building on campus.

As I venture into my 2nd, 3rd and 4th year. I begin to explore more of campus and soon, I found myself a study corner and also I found my favourite building. I learnt the stories about each building and participated at WOW. I love UVic..It became the place I am most familiar with and it became home.

As I walked around campus, the new buildings have came up and students have walked 'new paths' across the greens. I walked my campus a thousand times and I will remember the stories, the bunnies and I will never forget my university.

Its really hard to let go of something you love..Its especially hard when it became the place I am most familiar with and it became a 2nd home.

I am proud to be a University of Victoria Alumni. Its without a doubt that I will return to visit again.. I know I will cry.. coz I love my school. Maybe no one will understand why I am so attached to UVic... if fate permits, I wish to one day, return to the university. For another degree, masters. PH.D or maybe to teach !

ERROR and my toothbrush !

Saturday night....

My toilet decided to f**k up on me and started coughing up unmentionables ! I was a happy girl needing the washroom and when I was done.. I flushed, like any other normal person will do.. i proceeded to wash my hands ( ahem.. like everyone else ) and was about to leave the toilet when I noticed that the water level did not increase then decreased Instead, the water level continue to rise and overflowed...( bring along with it, unmentionables .. ) URGHS, YUCKS, BIGGER URGHS and YUCKS !

What did I do ?

I ran back to my room, googled " repair a toilet" read a whole bunch of information, did not find what I need, clicked on askjeeves.com and found the soultion, ran back to the washroom, fixed the problem ! ( how useful is the internet ? )

HA HA HA ( of course, I didnt do that ! )

Thank goodness for brains....I cannot imagine what will happen if I did.

I switched off the water supply and fixed the problem and cleaned up the bathroom with tonnes with bleach, detergent and everything else I can find.

Since I am on the topic of washroom..

Well, some scientist types did a study and found that when a toilet is flushed little drops of water shot out of the toilet. Here are some little blurbs I found on the Internet:

Apparently, every time you flush, aerosolized particles from the toilet float as far as 6 feet away. So flush with the toilet lid down - and get a new toothbrush.

The water in a typical toilet is a real nice place for bacteria propagation. In other words, every toilet has the potential to change from a Fecal Fountain into a Fecal Volcano. So, if you have a sink with a toothbrush holder above it right next to your toilet, it is very likely, if you keep your toilet lid UP when you flush, that you are spraying a fine mist of bacteria all over your implements for oral hygiene. Needless to say, you could reduce aforementioned spray considerably by closing the lid prior to the flush

There is a positive spin-off effect from following this advice. It may actually put an end to the put the seat down controversy that rages in many households.


I DO know from readings that there are more bacteria on your mouse / doorknob than on a toilet seat.

I keep my toothbrush away from the toilet seat not because the whole bacteria issue. I keep it away because I don't want anyone to knock it over accidently into the bowl and not tell me about it ! Ha Ha Ha Ha

Sunday, May 08, 2005

Die Sonne

The sun is not coming out today but I am still going to head out.. i know my last post has 'created' lots of 'comments' soo.. post much and more coz i want to know the different opinions ! Be back later in the day with more pictures

Cheers and have a good weekend !

Saturday, May 07, 2005

Singapore lost a special individual.

8 years ago, he sat down for 5 minutes and talked to me. It was a really short conversation but it was very insightful and it was a piece of advice I carried with me for a long time. This special someone told me to dream, reach for your goals and be successful but when you do, be contented and remember to serve your community. I met him at a luncheon at the Singapore Chinese Swimming Club.

I remembered his words and maybe this is the reason why I volunteer so much... Its an subtle and unconscious thing i do.. I love volunteering and I spend too much time volunteering. In Singapore and in Canada... I am still dreaming and I am still reaching for my goals.

This individual displayed a genuine concern for others and a natural warmth, he touched many lives. From humble beginnings, he became a well-loved and respected man in Singapore. He belonged to the generation that witness and Singapore's transformation from a British colonial outpost through war and upheaval to a sovereign nation.

In 1973. Dr Wee was then 58, a veteran newspaperman planning to retire from journalism. The Foreign Minister Mr S Rajaratnam persuaded him to become Singapore's High Commissioner in Kuala Lumpur. In those early years after Separation, relations between Singapore and Malaysia were strained. The task was delicate, it would be to reset the tone of relations. He hesitated because of his lack of diplomatic experience, but eventually agreed.

After Malaysia, he went on to serve as our ambassador to Japan and South Korea. Then as he was about to retire, he was persuaded to chair the board of the Singapore Broadcasting Corporation (SBC).

The third time, he was called upon again, in 1985. He answered yet another a call to serve his nation, the nation at that moment needed someone with his warmth, integrity and grace. He did and happily for Singapore.

I remember his picture hanging in our school hall. I remember watching him on TV. I remember meeting this guy and listening to him. I still clearly remember his words of advice and my heart skipped a beat when I returned from Vancouver and heard the news. We lost a very special individual.

I read a quote that said: On your tombstone, there will be two dates. But the only thing that really matters is the little Dash in between.

dr wee kim wee
November 4, 1915 - May 3, 2005
He was Singapore's 4th president, He served 2 terms of presidency with distinction, from 1985 to 1993
Dr Wee Kim Wee is an extraordinary and inspiring story of humility, humanity, and service - to his family, his friends, his colleagues, and to the nation.


Quoting PM Lee:
"We remember him as the President who restored the dignity and honour of the office, and who touched the lives of the people of Singapore. He was a true Singaporean, who crossed boundaries effortlessly, reaching out to and befriending persons of every creed and colour, the powerful and the ordinary, the rich and the poor, the able and infirm. This was how he had always been, and he was determined that the highest office in the land would not change him.

He continued to serve in charitable organisations, kept up with old friends, and stayed active, mentally and socially. He learnt to use a computer, set to work and wrote his book, leaving something behind for future generations to understand Singapore and life as he saw it, and to know him - a remarkable Singaporean. "


He was the People's President. Our President, my president.

A week in Vancouver

I am really spoiled, each time I visit Vancouver... I would have friends that drive me around and a nice place to stay...
( I really have to mention that this Vancouver Friend is Justin., THANK YOU SO MUCH and a few other friends too )

I never really took the bus and I never really explored the town on bus. There is ONE street that I know very very welll. ROBSON...I can even tell you which shops are on which block ! In order.. its bad I know.

So I made another trip to Vancouver and this time, instead of kicking Justin out of his room. I slept on the couch....ha ha ha ha. Instead of having to trouble Justin to get to places, I took BC transit ! Its not that bad.. downloaded a PDF map and started walking...

It was great fun in Vancouver. Meeting with Derek and Craig, RISK Game and Chilli Crab. Fell asleep in a movie - hitchhiker's guide to the Galaxy. Real Chinese food with Justin and Jeanna... YUMMY ! more real chinese food with Ally's Parents... Shopping in Metrotown, successfully not buying anything !

I spend soooo much time in Chapters... Its crazy ! I spend afternoons reading in corners.. looking at the people that walked by.. the guy that sold hotdogs across the street.. the lady with 5 shopping bags and red pointed heels... the guy that stood by the street telling passer-bys about 'the voice of BC Students' the teenager that worked at Starbucks, her ever-lasting smile with her knowledge of coffee, the sound of buses, cars and heels against the pavement, the smell of coffeee, books and sunshine... Ah... this is the life of a big city.

For now... I am back in Victoria, its a nice break from blogging, a nice break from Victoria and a good introduction back to City life...

Live Life : Looking at my generation.

Some of my friends are going to travel the world this summer , some of them have told me that I should Live Life. They backpack and they travel…. They want to see the world. The few friends, some are have just graduated, some of them have a long ways before they are done school, some are halfway there…

I know the reason why my friends chose to backpack and travel. What I do not know and do not understand is why a few of them use money from their student loans to travel ? Student Loans sounds like to me money and a loan to study. An investment, the government is willing to put into you for education. If you are in debt, should one be further in debt to life life? Its not pretty graduating with a $30,000 debt. I think I like to start my career knowing that my money can go into savings or a high-yield investments, not worrying paying back a debt. I heard a lot of reasons why they chose to backpack
1 ) This is my chance to travel because when I start working, I will be too busy.
2 ) I will pay my parents back
3 ) I am young and I want to do it when I am young

I constantly complain about the younger generation and how I think they are spoiled and how they lack respect for the elders. I see the problem with my generation and I see what it is. Majority of my friends, lack a certain drive, a lack of motivation to excel and most of all, they lack a focus.. Too many of them don’t know what they want to do in life, they say they do not want to embark on a ‘wrong’ career. They are afraid that they will not like the job they have. There is a fear, keeping them from stepping into the real world. There is a fear of making a mistake because we have been so pampered all our lives. Of the millions of twenty-somethings around the world, most of us have parents that worked really hard all their lives to provide for their children. Be it a boom in economy, industrial world.. or growth in the world’s economy today. But I come from a country where kids of my generation enjoy high standards of living, never been through war, have not lived through the aftermath of war. We lived in a world protected by our own fantasies, a place where we think that our opinions matter and that we can have the right to chose our own life paths and also the things that we want. Some of us just get caught on with the moving masses and forget our identity, some of us forgot to have a focus and goal in life and the responsibilities towards our families. The problem lies, we always say that we will pay back we will take care of our parents, we will blah blah blah… we belong to NATO ( No Action, Talk Only ) organization until we prove ourselves right and we work. Sure, I can enjoy a few more years of ‘seeing the world and finding myself’ but I think I will skip that and save my parents some grief. I will be the filial daughter..... ha ha ha ha ha

I understand the need to be young but I also understand Responsibilities. Between being young, having fun and stepping up to responsibilities. My friends tell me that I need to Live my Life not be a geek. They tell me that I am missing out on life… Maybe… maybe they are right but Rome, Paris or London will always be there. My values refuse to let me burden my family because I want to Live Life I hope to grow up and contribute to my family income. I want to see my dad retire, not help me with a debt. I want to Live Life in the real world. I am 23. I think its time for me to Live Life. responsibilities. Live Life, the Celine’s way.. finding a job trial and error is ok because I am young. To contribute to the family and using my savings to travel and have fun.

I can understand the passion of traveling and I do have a travel bug in me too but today I know why I said no to the groups of ‘backpacking friends’. This is me, saying no with REGRESTS but I know I am happier and I will feel better when I say No. To Each his / her own. I respect and understand their choices and I appreciate their youthfulness but I can’t do that. So enjoy the trips my friends…Live Life your way or mine.

This post is not in any way meant to make my friends feel bad.