Saturday, April 30, 2005

I am back ( and not quite too )

I am patiently waiting for night to fall in Singapore so I can call home and talk to my daddy...
I am waiting for Jenny to tell me the results of the DHL Traineeship

April 28th 2005 ( yesterday )

Was the first year anniversary of our beloved 'firetruck' parked at the crystal pool.
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Was the day I went to jail, trashed the cells and living quarters
screamed, kicked, cursed and swore at Police ! Started a Riot, joined in a two more... ( and they said.. GOOD JOB ! )
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Was the day I was SOOOOO FREAKIN' mad because someone I knew bought the same sweater I have ! I AM SOOOOO MAD !
the day that someone mailed me a shirt that says !
palmgeek

BTW : I did not do anything illegal or anything too crazy that will land me in jail. I vounteer to be a 'bad girl' in one of the police training sessions ! and yesterday's was crowd control.

Friday, April 29, 2005

When I am ready..

I will come out...

monkey hiding in grass at night

I am ok.. but to the 11 people that emailed me smiles and hugs, support ( e-support ).
Some dude nicknamed 'Duncan', I've called but try to pick up your phone if you ask me to call you !
"You-know-who-we-are" stranger... i called and good luck for your exams...
Yeoz, 3 hours is good, dont you think ? .
Best friend decided to pull me into her shopping frenzy in Raincouver.
RJ : I carry tissue with me now, prepared and dont have to ask for tissue anymore BUT thank you anyways coz there was something you said that really made a lot of sense...
Kimchi for all her COUNTLESS HUGS !

THANK YOU a whole lot !

Thursday, April 28, 2005

Posting !

I am taking a break from posting because I have a really really long list of things on my
"to-do-list" Check back soon !

I made a really 'out-of-the-blue' decision and I know A LOT of people have a lot to say about my decision, a lot of questions from Friends in Singapore and Canada. But for now... I can only say.. please. I really appreciate that my decision is not on the world wide web and for now.. i appreciate no comments. sorry for being such a b**ch ! I need time to think and collect myself. I am OK ! Dont worry !

HUGS JENNY ! GOOD Luck for your interview and I really really hope to see you there !

HUGS Melissa ! yeah yeah yeah ! you are going to Singapore !

Be back in a few days !

Monday, April 25, 2005

End of Exams Party at Dave's

Dave's Party Poster

In and Out !

summer


Summer is in, the sun is out,
Sweaters are back in the back of my closet, mini skirts are out !
My Camera is OUT !

BBQ, Parties and reading on the lawn ! Yeah ! ah... life is good.

A Different View on Singapore

I love reading Devrim's Blog. From time to time, he blogs about Singapore. He is my window to life in Singapore. I love the DHL mafia gang for blogging their views on my beloved country !

Here's three !

A different model
While no country is perfect, and when certain things have to be said, I don't hold back any punches, there are still some things you can't help but admire.

One of the things I admire the most about Singapore is how they have managed to eradicate poverty. Sure, there are lower levels of the income distribution and many people work at "inferior goods" type jobs, but there is an absence of abject poverty. This is the only country I have been to that does not have homeless people, beggars, nor gangs of kids scavenging and drifting... everyone works or at least tries. I was watching a show on the bus today (can't escape it) about the Ministry of Manpower's efforts to provide full employment, change the scope of certain "undesirable jobs" to make them more appealing, assist with the deferring of bills for those that can't pay, and ensure that nobody is out on the street.

Singapore to me seems like one big giant social experiement, but you must give props when it is due and I have nothing but respect for a society that makes efforts to ensure all it's people (regardless of their social class) can live a decent life.

Brainwashed on the bus
I still remember my first bus-ride in Singapore. I was so impressed. Buses here are comfy, have a/c and TV in them. Unbeliveable. Well this very same TV is my bane... I thought I wouldn't mind it after a year, but I have to admit, I DO mind it because they play the exact same 5-6 commercials (and one standard movie preview) over and over again. It is literally a loop, the same commercial over and over again, I feel like Clockwork Orange's Alex DeLarge being behavior modifyingly brainwashed by TV. In a 30 minute bus ride it is very likely you will have seen the same commercial over 15 times. Just think what that would do to an already distraught mind like mine. It distracts you from reading on the bus as well. You could counter soma with soma and plug your iPod in, but lately I just kinda sorta space out and daydream.

Work culture
I've been wondering why it is that Asians work so hard and have been unable to come up with an answer. It's not only the long hours worked during the week but also finding it ok to come in over weekends on a regular basis.

I used give the weather more credit; colder climates are more industrious, warmer climates are more laid back and relaxed... and I had (have) a whole theory about the weather factors that influence human behavior.

Unfortunately Singapore is making me re-evaluate. We are 3 degrees north of the equator... so why aren't people lazy? Why work so hard when it's so hot? Even the less ambitious people take working very seriously.

A few ideas I've been trying to bounce off people (without any progress, they all have flaws):
- They live in small quarters with their family and work is an escape / they have more independence and personal space outside of home
- Usually they don't live downtown but work there, so work is closer to many shopping / eating areas and is also a socializing environment
- I don't have a rational 3rd one, maybe they don't have a/c at home (?)

The perception in the west is that N. American / Western Europeans work a lot harder / are more industrious than Latin Americans, Middle Easterners, Africans, Slavs and the "emerging" parts of Europe. Enter Asia where you have the Australians and Kiwi friends down under having the relaxed and laid back life style in compared to the "busy bee" Asians (Chinese, Japanese, Koreans and Vietnamese).

Ironically, even though they are more work-focused here than in the US, they are also a lot more family focused.

Singapore: Experience in Banking
Today I had my first real banking 'experience.' Basically I have a savings account with DBS bank and a credit card (via work) with UOB account. Unfortunately banks in SIN don't interface with each other so there is NO other way to pay your credit card bill than the following:
1) Walk to DBS bank and withdraw CASH
2) Of course the ATM machine only lets you withdraw $200 each time even though your daiy limit is $1000. Incidentally I had to pay $1000, so I had to make 5 consecutive withdrawls from the same ATM.
3) The ATM machine only dispensed $10 bills!!! Who has ever heard of that? So I walk down the street to the other bank with $10 X 100 in my pocket, it looked like I had either a gun down my pants or I was very happy to see someone.
4) I enter the UOB bank and now I have to wait in line for over an hour for my turn to come to PAY MY CREDIT CARD BILL...
5) I push an armful of money across the teller's desk and say "there has GOT to be an easier way to pay one stupid bill." "No-lah, cannot!" she says.

I remember waiting in line at the post office to pay the phone bill and electricity bill as a kid in Turkey... weird how an advanced country such as Singapore that has invented concept such as "SAMs" does not allow online paying for bills and their banking system leaves so much to be desired. Today was an exercise in patience. Yet another reason why NOT to use credit cards.

Saturday, April 23, 2005

Classic

One more to make your day !

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andrew is king

there are a lot of us , pretty drunk at andrew's place ! its awesome. for those of you that are not here ! you missed out ! BUT we are ALL drunk.. so this is the picture of the day !
elvis

Friday, April 22, 2005

Peas and Nuts

Happy Birthday Ally !

We are celebrating Ally's birthday in a old fashion way..

Pei Tien, Sai and I cooked Ally a nice meal, baked a nice cake ( no cake smashing ), wrapped his present nicely, with no booze, no drunk parties....

PLUS ! 4 episodes of Sex and City Back to Back ! yeah Ally ! You sat through it !

I am at Sai's place, and once again, she has impressed with with quotes that are soooo blog-able.
pea and nuts
Sai : Are peas related to nuts ?
Celine : NO !
Sai : But there are peanuts !
Celine : ha ha ha ha ha ha !


Dont get me wrong, She is really really smart !

Wednesday, April 20, 2005

A new kind of Shopping !

I learnt something new called Photoshop-tag !

Where you pick a picture, shopand you sent it to a friend who will shopit and sent it back to you ! In theory, it will be really cool coz you get to explore and learn photoshop. On the other hand, it will be good to train your eyes to look for the changes that has been made... think on the same lines as spot the difference game

I also got a Flickr Pro-account from Craig ! THANKS ! I love it ! Its 2GB of bandwidth ! Its is crazy useful to me !

I found RISK II for PC, anyone has RISK for Mac ? I love the food network. I think this little part of me wants to be a chef !

Free, Lighthouse Family

Do you have feel like you have a lot of choices yet unable to take any ? Its a battle between your mind and your heart.
Or even a battle between your heart and your heart ! I have so many opportunities and choices after graduation. Got two pretty good job offers, staying here to work in Canada. Moving home to work Singapore. Applied and got into a few good schools.. Staying here for school...Moving home to go to school in Singapore, Moving to the states for school.....

These are opportunities that I have always dreamt of having but when I really do get them. My heart is telling me to go home to Singapore, I know its home even though I no longer know which buses goes where.. I forgot what it is like to be in a highly competitive environment, or a place that is not as friendly. I know that my friends are there and my family is there. I know my dream job is here. I am free to choose but I do have chains holding me down.

Listening to Lighthouse Family's FREE all morning.... URGH ! Time to study again !

"I wish I knew how it would feel to be free
I wish I could break all the chains holdin' me
I wish I could say all the things that I should say
Say 'em loud, say 'em clear
For the whole wide world to hear

I wish I could share all the love that's in my heart
Remove all doubts that keep us apart
And I whish you could know how it feels to be me
Then you'd see and agree that every man should be free

I wish I knew how it would feel to be free
I wish I could break all the chains holdin' me
And I wish I could say all the things that I wanna say
Say 'em loud, say 'em clear, For the whole wide world to hear ( X3 )

One love, one God, one life
You got to do what you should
One life, with eachother
Sisters, brothers
One life, but we're not the same
We got to carry eachother, carry eachother

I wish I knew how it would feel to be free
I wish I knew how it would feel to be free "

Tuesday, April 19, 2005

Party and Ironing

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A Keg = $170
Birthday Cake = $30
Cake Fight = Priceless !
Picture:Celine,Patty & Emil

A big THANK YOU goes out to everyone who came out to the party despite the finals. I had fun and following, AIESEC tradition, there was some cake throwing resulting in me having to take a shower and STILL smelling like cake all night !
AIESEC people and parties always = Fun, Crazy Good Times

Thank you to everyone who sent cake flying in my direction, sent e-cards, read card, cyber farts, birthday wishes in crazy languages and presents ! I am so excited to tell the world ! I GOT A NEW RISK SET ! YES !
And Craig living up to his geek-ness. Got me a digital gift ! FLICKR Pro ! Now I can upload ALL my crazy pictures !

Ironing

ironing

So.. I turned 23... ( my sister sent an e-card saying " You are so old ! " )

23 years and 1 day old... I FINALLY master the art of ironing.. I can iron., just not too well, by that I mean; I would want to wear a sweater / jacket over it.
Finally, I master the art and finally.. i am PROUD to wear my shirts on the street WITHOUT a jacket / sweater !
( it took me 2 hours to iron 6 shirt... i don't know if that is good or bad ! )

I wish I could blog more... but the finals are taking all the attention away from me.

Triin wrote a small blog on exam time in Singapore... it very accurate I must add... BUT, what Triin did not mention is that this National Depression starts at 16 years old. From GCE O'Levels and GCE A' Levels... Read about the National Depression here

Next post soon !

BIG HUGS Jenny !

Sunday, April 17, 2005

Its my party !

Its my party and I cry if I want to ! Cry if i want to, Cry if i want to !
This line is for Jenny..

Its my party ! It my birthday today !
and I am SHAMELESSLY telling everyone I have a wish list at amazon ! Ha Ha Ha Ha !

my email for amazon is vanillacats@gmail.com !
Evil Laughter, muahahahahah

I am just joking !

Saturday, April 16, 2005

My first birthday card..

is an electronic one ( yeah for geeks ! ) is from my beloved and irritating sister ( you might have read the post on her ).
I know she took the effort to create one on Hallmark and I received it 2 hours 22 minutes before midnight ( she is on Singapore Time ). it popped up on my email the minute she sent it. BUT... when I clicked on the link to retrieve my card.. its says :
"Our apologies
Hallmark.com is temporarily offline for maintenance.
We want to make sure our site is the best it can be,
so we're doing a bit of house cleaning. We expect
to be back online shortly. "


Bummer ! WTF ?
After my sister's email, I got one from my aunt and godma. THANKS you guys !

Anyways... I didn't blog yesterday simply because I was caught up in doing chores and also studying for my finals... SIGH !

I have been thinking about Volunteer Management for quite a few nights and I have come to realise that I do have a lot of ideas and a lot of things to say on that topic which I will save for a later post.

DREAMS

Do you dream ? In colour ? every night ? can you remember the dream ? Does it relate to what has happened in the day ? Deja Vu ?

I dream, everynight.. i think this explains why I sleep-talk sometimes ( thus the reason why i prefer to not sleepovers at other people's places because I cannot promise that I will not let out other secrets.., I sleep over at my best friends coz I dont keep secrets from her, I share the room with my sister just because she is too deep in sleep to realise that I am sleep-talking...)

BUT the point is..... I dream in colour and yes, I wake up every morning remembering what I dreamt the night before... call me crazy but I have come to the conclusion that my brain NEVER fully rest coz I am thinking in the day and at night in my dreams ! So.. I hope I have enough brain cells to last me for the next 50 years or so..

I have also came to a conclusion that if one sleeps next to a laptop / computer that is switched on.( By next, I mean less than 50cm away, my table is next to my bed! Dont call me crazy ! ) One will have strange dreams... I have been experimenting my theory for 21 days now.. on the 11 days that I slept with my ibook turned on and next to me and downloading stuff.. I have dreams that are totally out of the world and strange ! CRAZY ! E.g me going sky-diving with bubble wrap so I will lessen the impact of landing ! or rolling in bright orange coloured paint ! [ yes.. its was some paint ball related event and I thought if i were to be covered from head to toe in paint, on one would attack me, coz I am already covered in paint ! makes sense ? ] I told you the dreams were strange !

On the 10 days that I do not sleep with the laptop on, I have normal dreams... or rather, less strange... E.g. cooking and making sushi ( that led to a really big breakfast ) or dreaming about being back home in Singapore.

With the wireless on, I think I might even more 'messed-up' dreams ! You think ? Try my theory and let me know..

REPLIES
Joan : I meant to email you a reply on your comment, on how I explained AIESEC and how to explain AIESEC to someone who resents it. Interesting, give me a few days. I will email you after my finals are done.

Everyone else : Are you coming to the party later ?

*Singing : Happy Birthday to Me, Happy Birthday to Me, Happy Birthday to Celine, Happy Birthday to Me !*

Thursday, April 14, 2005

Someone

someone asked me about blogging..why blog ? ha ha ha interesting discussion..

Another
someone made me think about AIESEC,
someone made me explain AIESEC
I gave the run-down about AIESEC, what we do .. blah blah...
after 4 years... its permanently embossed on my forehead.
I think I did well.. coz a stranger saw the value of AIESEC today...

Its 5.24am.. instead of going to bed. I sat under my blanket thinking about AIESEC..
What it stands for and what it meant to me.
I read on nomadlife's mainpage today and I saw a line that says : take 18 of the world youngest, smartest leaders and put them in one building... (something to this extend)..
I re-thought AIESEC and what I have learnt in from it. How I have changed as a person..
How AIESEC has amongst other things taught me Passion and Dedication.
It sparked and fueled young people around the world to challenge themselve, to create change, cope with change and be the change.
We learnt to see things in another perspective and we learn that its ok to be different.
We grow to appreciate things foreign to us...
To lead and to follow..
Most of all.. how every AIESECer has put out 200% of his / her time ( while attending school and work ) to volunteer.
some aiesecers may never go for an exchange with AIESEC but we learn time management, tolerance, leadership and maybe just a little more faith in the world, just a little more hope that the world is not so jaded afterall..

Today.. my definition of AIESEC has changed..today.

For those of you who dont know what I am talking about....click on the link..
AIESEC

Wednesday, April 13, 2005

you coming ?

pictyre

Tuesday, April 12, 2005

I am dreaming about

How do you know when the Final Exams rolls around ?
When the library is PACKED !
When everyone is still on MSN ( not talking, on away mode ) at 3am in the morning.
When you dont want to respond the the MSN windows that pops up...

That me... The library is filled with students, I have friends signing in at 3am ( which is not very usual, and they all claim to be 'justing checking their emails' and quite honestly, I am not in the mood to talk on MSN. My auto-response message says..

Look up Cruel and Unusual Punishment in the dictionary....next to that, you'll see Finals!!! Why oh why must they make the experience any worse than it already is??? Grrr... studying hard for my finals.. talk to you later after my brain explodes ( I am not here, this is an auto-reply message ) Leave me a message, I will get back to you.

celine's Loft

As for me... for the first time in 2005. I got up from reading, walked from my table to my bed and went 'plonk' I lay on my bed thinking about non-related to school stuff i dreamt about my dream house, a LOFT ! ok.. i procrastinated and spend about 35 minutes in Photoshop putting pictures of my dream house together. Then I smiled and continued with another 4 hours of studying...

Its now 2.51am... I am done studying.. FINALLY ! and I am ready to for my final tomorrow. Wish me luck ! Took 10 minutes to blog which I think is essential that one does something she enjoys before and after she get in / out of bed. Start the day off happy.. end the day happy too.. What do you think ?

I hope I dream about my Loft tonight... ah.. ceilings to floor windows, glass planes, wooden floorings, white-coloured furnishings, big spacious well equiped marbled kitchen, tiled bathrooms, stairs leading to my bedroom, no doors and corner for work space with the latest gagets and MAC machines... Great tunes.... ah...now I know why I do well in school and stay motivated to do well......If you know of websites and pictures of Lofts ! Send me the link ! I am collecting ideas !

From Day-Time Dreaming to Bedtime Dreaming....

Monday, April 11, 2005

Ford World Curling Championship

The 2005 Ford Men's World Curling Championship was awarded to Victoria in the Fall of 2003 bringing world class men's curling back to Victoria for the first time since the 1984 Brier. The 2005 championship staged from April 2-10, 2005 at the new, 7,500 seat Victoria Arena. ( yes, the small city that I currently reside in ) I am not a big curling fan but its fun to watch. and I didnt knew much about curling till the last few days..

Today, Scotland and Canada entered into the finals ! Canada won, 11 to 4.
Dave Nedohin delivered some of the most beautiful shots ever ! Wow !

Some history about curling.
Curling is played in over 35 countries throughout the world
Curling was "invented" in Scotland in the late 1400s
Much later a set of 12 rules was published and adopted by most clubs

The first clubs and figures
The Royal Caledonian Curling Club was formed in 1836 thus creating a governing body which eventually led to uniform rules and regulations throughout Scotland and the rest of the world
The first organized curling club was established in Lochleven Scotland in 1668
The first curling match in Canada took place in 1760 on the St. Charles River near Quebec City
The first organized curling club in Canada was the Royal Montreal Club founded in 1807
There are approximately 1200 curling clubs in Canada.
There are approximately 1.5 million people aged 7 and older who curl in Canada each year

Game and Curlers
There are 4 curlers (skip, vice skip, second lead) on a curling team, each of whom deliver 2 rocks each end
A game is played on a "sheet" approximately 14 feet wide and 140 feet long of pebbled ice
A game lasts approximately 2 hours or 15 minutes an end.
The object of the game is to have your team's rocks (also known as stones) closest to the centre of the house which is made up of 4 circles 12', 8', 4' and approximately 1' in diameter

The rock
The curling rock weighs approximately 44 pounds or 19.95 Kilograms. They are made of special granite found only in Wales or Scotland

The types of shots:
A draw shot, which is intended to stop in or in front of the house
A take out shot which is intended to hit an opponent’s rocks and move it

The types of turns:
An in-turn where the rock rotates clockwise for a right-handed curler and counter clockwise for a left-handed curler.
An out-turn where the rock rotates counter clockwise for a right handed curler, clockwise for a left-handed curler.

Sweeping or brushing may be done by any or all members of the team delivering the rock to make the rock go further or usually to make it run straighter

curling

Sunday..

After a week of busy studying for the finals...doing stupid thing and a night of being constantly woken up every 30 minutes by the sound of the slamming bathroom door( roommate had friends over )... I dont have much brain power left to do a nice blog..

Spend the afternoon, R and R, relaxing and reading. I am all geared up for tomorrow's final ( i hope ).. I surfed the net a whole lot, reading friends blogs, and their friends and their friends friends blog. On the whole, I pretty much covered reading blogs from across the world and around. URGH. i am still battling with the fact that I am turning 23 in less than a week...

I played around with a online test for typing speed and apparently I type at 78 wpm... pretty cool.

Best description I read abut a blog :
One girl's quest for being an independent woman, a great wife, a good friend, a perfect student, a dutiful daughter, a sweet sister, a funny aunt, a responsible mother-to-be......and a somewhat realist.

In many ways... its me. In many ways.. its not..
I am on a quest to be an independent woman, a good friend, a perfect student, a dutiful daughter, a sweet sister, a funny cousin / aunt to the little one back in Singapore and a responsible AIESECer... the parts of the wife and mother-to-be will have to wait.

On futher reflection, everyone is struggling to be so many things at the same time. I can almost swear that my sister is trying to do the same thing. And the problem is, that in our strive to be our ideal. We take on so much stress and put on so much pressure on ourselves. Stress and Pressure is all good, for personal development and to push ourselves to do just a little more, a little better.. BUT.. so many times, we are overwhelmed by the stress and the pressure... we need to remember to BREATH ! take a step back... that is why i think meditation and yoga is good.... ( i cannot do either.. really really short attention span and ADD )

Sat around, read, blog, read, cook, smile, eat, shower, did NO chores ( need to do laundry soon ) did nothing constructive but study.... Did nothing... ah ah ah...

I did however, did a little : what kind of blogger are you test.. sent in from a friend. ( i can so see Jenny doing the test ! )




You Are a Pundit Blogger!



Your blog is smart, insightful, and always a quality read.
Truly appreciated by many, surpassed by only a few
.

Sunday, April 10, 2005

P-BLOG !

A few friends emailed me and said that it a cool idea to blog pictures.... so.. I did..

Here's a the link to a new sub-section of the Original Just Me, Celine blog.

Celine Picture Blog, P-BLOG


I back-blogged for a few days.. so the site dont look too boring. You will be able to find a link from my Blog to the P-Blog, and also from PBlog to Blog !

Thanks Jarmo ( another picture friend ) for your email.
Jenny, we should get a JC ( Jenny Celine ) P-Blog going.
Dots.. Send me a few good pictures of Poland and yourself. You will find yourself on the PLOG in the not too distant fucture !
David : You got some good ones for me to PLOG about right ?

Enjoy !

PS: I know I was going to call it PLOG but I googled PLOG and found that PLOGS are something totally different !

David.. my picture friend.

I didnt know David reads my blog... ha ha ha...
Anyways... David is my picture friend and we have gone on countless photo-taking trip each time I am back in Singapore for the summer. He is the perfect kind of friend that you would want to bring on a picture taking roadtrip. Simply because he snaps away just like me. I dont have to worry about him getting bored while waiting for me to finish taking pictures.

David


To put so many pictures of David up on my blog is kinda scary.... BUT this blog is out to embarrass him ! *evil laughter* Muahahahahaha. Anyways... dont read too much into it... I miss the Picture-taking trips. You should come to Canada soon !

( Jenny, DON'T get jealous ! you are a PERFECT Picture friend too ! )

I have a few friends that likes to go around snapping pictures ! we should all get together and put a blog up !

Have a good weekend everyone !

Saturday, April 09, 2005

My Camera came out of hiding..

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I got an early birthday present !

woke up to find a really nice email from a 'lost' friend. Someone I went to the same elementary school, secondary school and junior college with. 12 years in 3 schools. We were never in the same class but we became good friends. There was the occasional 'Hey, how are you doing.. and the occassional email. Its nice to get an email from her and its nice to know she remembered my birthday and even a surprise birthday present.

My very creative friend made me a picture, one with lots of quotes she thinks suits me and also pictures. Take a look !

quotes on celine


All I can say is, THANK YOU ! HUGS.

Friday, April 08, 2005

Talk about being stupid..

I did the DUMBEST ! thing in my whole life today. I feel ashamed.. BUT its so funny I have to blog about it.

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As some of you might already know, I am a regular blood donor. Every few months I drop by the blood bank and contribute to the reserves. My Mum and Dad does not agree with this behavior but I do it anyways. My sister Celeste does the same. We recognise the value of giving blood and I have since come to love donating blood.

I have been donating blood since I was 17. I have donated blood so many times now that I dont feel any difference after each donation. April 7th. Happily I walked into the blood bank, got tested for blood pressure, right amount of iron in my blood, right weight, have not taken any medication, have not got any dental work done or ear piercing or tatoos. I am ALL set to go.
I donated 1 pint of B+ blood. Apparently, its rare here in Canada.

46% of Canadians are Type O
42% of Canadians are Type A
9 % are Type B
3% are Type AB

That's not the point, point is, everything went well. While waiting for my bus, I actually had 10 minutes to spare so I went to Blockbuster and got a movie that I have been dying to see for a long time BACKDRAFT. A must watch.

I went home, feeling really tired ( DUH ). Didn't have much of an appetite for Dinner but had some anyways.. saw the hottub and thought.. how nice if I can procrastinate for 10 minutes and just sit inside for a while. Stupidly, I did ! Totally forgotten that I lost 1 pint of blood today and totally forgot the reason why I was tired !

You can guess what happened ?

15 minutes in Hot Tub + Lack of Blood = A very dizzy Celine.

Stupid Me ! I got out of the tub, got down 4 slippery wet, cold steps from the Hot Tub to my bathing robe. Felt soo dizzy I had to sit on the deck chair for another 20 minutes. And my dizzy-ness didnt go away ! I managed to get myself a glass of water and crashed on the couch... within seconds... I fell asleep / fainted... I don't know which. Got up half an hour later, I can literally hear my body cursing and swearing at me. My brain is punishing me too. I took a cold shower, went straight to bed.

I should have known better, I have first aid knowledge, basic health knowledge, 16 times of blood donation history, countless books I read on keeping myself safe, learnt from past fainting spells experience ( ya.. i use to faint when I was younger )

Got up 3 hours later... ( which is now..) ...my brains are still experiencing a floating sensation and feels like there are LOT of air in my head.

Every now and then , I hear the occasional blonde joke, AIRHEADS, silly, stupid blah blah blah. Today... I finally understood the equation;

AIRHEAD = Stupid = Silly = Celine
JUST for today, 7th April. I am stupid... Fortunately.. there is 2 minutes left before April 8th rolls in.

Thursday, April 07, 2005

A good day, a long blog..

Its been a long long day, tiring but I am glad I got lots of stuff done.

I woke up today with a NAGGING feeling to check my hotmail account. I dont usually do that simply because I dont use it that much anymore.. ( plus.. i have to scroll through thousands of junk mail.. ) BUT I didnt anyways and I am REALLY REALLY glad I did because a really good friend wrote me an email. I wouldnt want to miss that email for thousand dollars !

I worked on my LONG to-do list and
by the end of the day,
I felt rather acomplished !
Wrote at least 15 emails !
I am taking the Jenny's advice
to just do something for myself
and to relax.. sooo.. i took
a LONG bubble bath...with good music..

Enjoying my melon-flavoured bubble bath ( The Body Shop ), first bubble bath in 2005 ! Yeah.. reading one of my favourite magazines. Popular Science covered a section on the new Airbus 380. Biggest commercial jet flying today. SWEET ! It might just replace my favourite Boeing 747-400. Anyways.. for the geeks out there... here are some facts about the A380

The wing span is 262 ft, 50 more than a 747. It will carry 30% more passengers than a 747 in 1.5 times the floor space. AND the best part about it ! It burns 12% less fuel per seat than a 747, i.e 80 passengers miles per gallon. A total of 149 airplanes have been ordered and its first customer is SINGAPORE AIRLINES ! The first airbus will enter service in mid 2006 !
Fly Singapore Airlines - a great way to fly.

Singapore Airlines is a national pride, together with our award-winning Changi International Airport. Constantly voted as one of the best airports in the world.

The A380 will have a few airlines changing interior amenities. Converting 'revenue-dead' space to bars, casinos.. etc.... but most airlines are still hush hush about the changes. A380 can hold more than 800 seats ! Airline CEOs may have said that they plan to carry less than 500 so as to make room for the extra amenities. But I think all business still operate on a make profit basis. Don't you think ?

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The same friend that emailed me also remined me of the songs that I use to listen to when I was younger. Sure, they are not classics like the 60's or 70's. But music from the 90's have their own charms and I am a 90s kid ! As I listen to the songs I downloaded, I thought of the cassette tapes I use to have when I was younger... yes.. tapes. not a CDs. Cassette tapes...I use to listen to when I was younger. Its one of those where you actually sat by the radio, wait for the DJ to announce the name of the song and press RECORD and PLAY button. At the same time, you will KILL anyone who makes noise while in the same room as you. You will even take time to label and write the names of the songs on the cover ! ha ha ha ha... those were the days..
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90s songs are retro to me... we are half way into the 2000's already. ( er.. do we say 00's or 2k's, how do we say it ? current decade ? )
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Songs

1990 - 1999

1. Waiting for a Star to Fall - Boy meets Girl (thanks Justin)
2. Losing My Religion - R.E.M
3. Man on the Moon - R.E.M
4. Baby I Love your ways - Inner Circle
5. Streets of philadelphia - Bruce Springsteen
6. Ordinary World - Duran Duran
7. Everlong - Foo Fighters
8. Two Steps Behind - Def Lappard
9. No Rain - Blind Melon
10. I Live my life for you - Firehouse
11. I Cant Dance - Genesis
12. Free - Lighthouse Family
13. I know what You Doin' - Dionne Farris
14. Smells like Teen Spirit - Nirvana
15. To Be With You - Mr Big
16. Bizzare Love Triangle - New Order
17. Dont Treat Me Bad - Firehouse
18. The Sign - Ace of Base
19. Light in your Eyes - Blessid Union of Souls
20. Walking on the Sun - Smash Mouth
21. Dreams - Cranberries
22. Making Love out of Nothing at all - Air Supply
23. Silent Running - Mike and the Mechanics

The songs are not in any particular order. Just a few favourite songs and bands I can remember off the top of my head. I can still remember a few other songs towards the end of the 90s. Bands like Take That, Michael Learns to Rock, Boyzone.. ha ha ha... time for bed OR back to work...

Wednesday, April 06, 2005

CISM Part II

I finished my course ! I finished my two day 8.30am to 4.30pm Sat and Sun ( PLUS an hour of daylight savings , LESS SLEEP ! ) I survived on 3 hours on sleep on Friday Night ( after Paul’s Pot Luck Party ) and 4 hours on Saturday night after partying up with the AIESEC crew. I made it through the course WITHOUT falling asleep. Give me any other day, any other ESS course, I would have fallen asleep.

CISM was great. I have wonderful course mates, and wonderful instructors. I learnt a great deal from Tim and Oscar. I heard so many wonderful and inspiring stories from the firemen. I learnt some firemen jargon, some new terms.
Mike : What is lower than LOW-TECH ?
Answer : NO-TECH !

I spend a few minutes watching a few really experienced firemen play musical chairs ! HA HA HA HA HA

Some thing to think about :

Where does religion and values stand when it comes to crisis intervention ?

50 years ago, when technology was not as advanced, people go to war and they take 20 days to go home on ships. 20 days to a month on the ship was a good length of time when they sit down with their peers, they talk about their feelings, talk about how they feel, time to collect themselves and get over some of the gruesome images of war. Advancement in technology and flight, today allows a soldier to be home 10-12 hours. 10-12 is good for them to take a nap, a good rest and bring their mind back away from raging war. BUT not enough for them to process their thoughts, share their feelings. Sometime, people just need to shake off ‘bad’ images and also talk about their feelings. Not having the talk can lead to really bad stress build-up and one can go crazy ! We all need a sounding board ! We need to listen to a friend and listen to ourselves. We need to vent ! This is just one reason why CISM is good.

Tuesday, April 05, 2005

PEBCAK

I have so many things to do on my To-Do List. So many, that I have to physically remove myself from my beloved ibook, so I can get some work done. I have taken to writing the things I need to do on a piece of paper. No more iCal….

Among them are emails that I have to sent out. Pictures to be uploaded on the internet for AIESEC Victoria. Emails to Jenny and Sai ( and pictures ). To iron my clothes. To fix my wireless router, To call home, to update my blog, study for the upcoming finals and before I do that, I have to create a schedule for studying, on second thoughts, how many times have I kept to a studying schedule but I guess a schedule will remind me of the LIMITED number of days left to study ! URRRGHHH !

For the many of you out there, GOOD LUCK for the exams and don’t forget about the party on the 15th ! ( er,,, it will definitely spill into the 16th. Ahem.. cough cough.. )

Some of my friends are having problems with their computers. Some couldn’t install a anti-virus properly, some cannot configure their wireless router and their MAC addresses. I am not a computer genius and I cannot solve their problems. I can only solve mine and when I have problems I have few friends to call on. Later I learnt that I have to solve my own problems. I cant call my friends each time I have a problem. So I have learnt to say this to myself: PEBCAK !

Don't know what PEBCAK is ? Google it !

Sunday, April 03, 2005

I got a really really good memory,

Linked from a friend's blog, I took a memory test and I scored full marks on both. Well, I do admit that I have memory of an elephant. So... dont piss me off coz I will remember it for life ! *evil laughter* muahhahahahahaha

Memory Test

Recognition score
( if you saw it )
Your score: 100%
Average score: 92%

This is a measure of your ability to remember the photos you've seen, regardless of the part in which you saw them. From all 24 photos shown in Parts 1 & 2, you recognised: 24 photo(s).

Temporal memory score
Your score: 100%
Average score: 68%

This is a measure of how often you recognised a photo and matched it to the correct part, instead of just remembering which ones you'd seen. From all the photos you recognised, you matched: 24 photo(s) to the correct part.

CISM Course Part 1

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I just returned from my CISM Course Part 1. CISM = Critical Incident Stress Management. Its Part 1 and tomorrow we have Part 2.

I walked away from the course knowing just a little more about firefighting, fireman and of course, Critical Incident Stress Management. Its cool to be sitting in the same room with 8 other firemen. 8 unsung heros... some of these heros have been fire fighting for 26 years ! That is way before I was born ! Adam and I jumped at the opportunity to take a walk around the firehall. ( Even though ESS is just next to it, in the same building, its not often we get to walk that section ! ) We saw our Fire Chief, his picture from 1978 ! then 1982, and now 2005. Wow... is all we can say... Adam and I couldn't stop smiling..It was EXCITING !

See their pictures from 20 years ago, I felt a warm fuzzy feeling in me. A special kind of heart-warming smile. Here I am sitting next to the guy whose picture I just saw on the wall ( 20 years younger ). One thing i know.. is that they might have grown JUST A BIT older but there is a certain smile and sparkle in their eyes, one can see that the fire-fighters are there because they love their job.... they are still young at heart, some fufilling their childhood ambitions, all with a passion to help and save lives... ( sound cliche I know.. but its true ). Little do they know that they have inspired thousands of little boys and SOME girls to be fire-fighters.

I met just 8 of a special group of people. Putting out fires and saving lives in rain or shine. l appreciate their dedication to their job. It is one of bravery, hard work, and risk taking. Stay Safe and may God Bless their good hearts.

Nesxt time you see a Yellow Fire Truck from the City of Victoria whezzing by you on the roads. Smile, wish them luck and pray for them because you know you cannot do without them.

In memory of Pope John Paul II

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I grew up in a Catholic enviornment, spent a total of 15 years in Catholic Schools. I grew up knowing who our pope was and have heard many wonderful stories about how Pope John Paul II has inspired and given hope to millions of Catholics around the world. As I grew older, I read more about him, I have to admit that I am somewhat lacking on spiritual growth but this is one man that I have respect for and have at times been inspired by him.

Pope John Paul II was the most widely travelled Pope in history. He stood firmly by his beliefs and the Catholic faith. He witnessed many political changes arcross the world and most significantly, the end of apartheid in South Africa. He stood firm voicing his opposition to the Iraq war. Called for harmony between different religions. He was a master at reaching the masses through the media, displaying public relations skills unknown to his predecessors while at home at the Vatican, as well as on his visits to 129 countries. During two and a half decades as pope, John Paul met almost every significant head of state or government, from US presidents Ronald Reagan and Bill Clinton to Kremlin leaders Mikhail Gorbachev and Boris Yeltsin, from emperor Hirohito of Japan to Queen Elizabeth of Britain, from the Israeli leadership to Arab monarchs and presidents.

News of his death touched not only Catholics from his native Poland to the Americas, from Africa to Asia, but untold numbers of other admirers of one of the most popular and recognizable popes in history. A warm and earthy figure, he was immensely popular, imposing his own style and agenda on the papacy, eschewing the pomp that surrounded his forebears and seeking contact with ordinary people.

Our beloved Pope devoted his life caring for his flock and for humanity in general.

Take a minute to remember John Paul II our pope, a symbol of compassion and hope for millions of people around the world.

Senior Vatican official Archbishop Leonardo Sandri said. "Our Holy Father John Paul has returned to the house of the Father."

Saturday, April 02, 2005

Friday Night out with Victoria

As if we didn't have enough fun at last night's GA.
As if I haven't had enough of AIESEC Victoria's crazy-ness this week.
As if I haven't blogged enough about AIESEC Victoria the past few days.
Here is one more night out with the LC and our new trainee.
( I will be going out again tomorrow and Sunday with my LC ! )

Friday Night, instead of staying at home, or in school studying for coming finals. I decided to attend our Pot-luck dinner for Paul. Tonight is also called Paul-Luck Night. It a good thing I am up to speed with school...

We played Social-bles. Heard stories about a certain someone, doing a certain something, in a certain pub in Victoria. EWWWW.. We made up stories about Paul... We watched Dirty Dancing, and all the girls are so envious, its cool to dance with someone who dances well.. Ehemm.. *coughs* Boys, are you learning ? We played 'dirty' guess who's what and whom.... Imagine, Emil and Tanveer acting out the Karma Sutra ! Ally and Sai acting 'doggy style'. Patty acting Denoja... Paul and Matt acting, Gay Dutch Couple. Funny and good times. We made Paul in a chair and asked him very personal questions.

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Tonight, I realised that I missed Jenny, our old trainee. I was strange not seeing Jenny around an AIESEC event and also its strange to be the ONLY one taking pictures. I also realised how close AIESEC Victoria is and how much I apprieciate that every member comes out to big events. We are a close LC, living in a small community and how much fun we have together... Stay for tomorrow's update !

Its 3.19am. I have a CISM ( Critical Incident Stress Management ) course tomorrow at 8.30am at the Yates Firehall..I hope I can get up on time !

Friday, April 01, 2005

AIESEC Victoria General Assembly March

Last night's assembly marks the last GA for a few people. Some of us are graduating, moving on to MC in other countries. It was the last GA for the semester before exams. I have been in AIESEC Victoria for 4 years and I have seen some members grow from year to year. Taking time off school to attend conferences, running for leadership positions, recruiting and mentoring new members, sat throught countless hours of meeting, GA, cultural presentations, time with trainees and contributing to the growth of the LC. Laughter, drunk parties or simply just being part of AIESEC. Its heartwarming, its cool and I LOVE MY HOME LC..

Last night at the GA, we acknowledged our members for their contributions. We had our Awards night.

Most Inspirational : Dave
Most AIESEC Spirit : Chris
Most Enthusiastic Newbie : Patty
Most Initiative Taker : Jenny Higart ( our ex-trainee ! )
Most Improved Member : Ally

Funny Awards :
Alcohol XP Poster Boy : Sang
Most Non-Female Female : Dave
AIESEC Office Hermit : Matt
Most likely to be our Mascot : Denoja
Best Karaoke Singer : Emil

We had Cultural Presentations from Paul, The Netherlands.. We learnt Basic Dutch ! Hong Kong... now we all want to go to Hong Kong..Heard from Matt about Nigeria. Paul's Manager, Mr John Clarke from BMO came and participated in our GA.
We even got him to write sugarcubes and vote in our AIESEC Victoria T-Shirt Contest. How cool is that ?

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Muahahahahah. AIESEC Victoria is going to have the BEST T-shirt at NLDC ! You just have to watch for it !

COUCH !

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I spent quite some time in the AIESEC office today. Somethings have changed, but some remains the same.

I still have lunch in the office after so many years ( and my lunch is still stolen by the same person ! )
The filing cabinet is still in a mess.
The table is still in a mess.
The desktop ( computer ) is still filled with unidentified files.
The office is still our place to CHILL'
The people are still the coolest and our LC is tight.
Our office kets are still on the Moose ! (after 3 years ! )
ORCY, the mascot from 3 years ago is STILL with AIESEC Victoria.
AND we are still home to the most comfortable COUCH in the world !


AIESEC Victoria : COUCH !