RIOT !
2 second mind-blast of a drama-queen
ZOOOOOOOOOOMM... SWISHH....... SWASH........ " this is your captain speaking, we will be arriving at Singapore's Changi International Airport. in about 2 minutes.. please take your time, collect all your memories and prepare for the heat, if you are a citizen of Singapore, welcome home and welcome to REAL life......"
Funny how I have never thought about growing up, how much I have changed or life when I was in Victoria, I've always knew wanted to do and I just concentrate on getting to my goals. Coming back to Singapore is like coming back to reality. A blast back to earth or Singapore... For a jot of the crazy Asians hectic life.. look into mine.... I have day-time work lined-up, night classes starting September, 2 language classes to attend starting in July, volunteering and helping out with CHIJ Alumni. Am I crazy or what.. being and keeping myself busy is a good thing, being busy reminds me of the little time I have and how precious time is and how much harder I have to work to push myself to achieve just a little more......
Jenny wrote about goals and expectation setting and how it is an AIESEC disease. This is soooo true...my boss asked me if I had any questions for him and I asked if its possible to do goal and expectation settings ! I wrote my goals on a piece of paper and stuck it directly in front of my wall in front of my desk.. I am keeping a book of goals and dreams by my bedside... I did goal setting without even consiously thinking about it !
So.. for the year of 2005 and 2006, even up to 2008 for that matter... I have set goals for myself.. some really big, some really small.. hopefully.. i will have enough strength to go through and pull through with ALL of them ! Do you realise that the 'smaller goals' are harder to 'get' in the above picture ?
So... I am inundated with thoughts.... it almost seemed like a RIOT going through in my head !
Coming back home after 4 years and meeting people whom you haven't seen in a while is sometimes like meeting friends again and getting to know them all over again. People change and especially in the late teens, early 20s, people change drastically. Some friends have certain expectations ( not to say they are judging a person ) but they expect a person not to change after a few years... it kinda made things awkward... but I guess friends will always be friends, no matter how things turn out.
Do I have to find the old Celine back so my friends can feel more comfortable ? should I be the one changing ? or should i be the one helping them adjust to the new Celine ?
My pay-check, how much is going where and how and when ..... investments, savings, can i afford a car ? oh man... I am going crazy ! too much to think about for my brain..
Sleep is prob. good...
ZOOOOOOOOOOMM... SWISHH....... SWASH........ " this is your captain speaking, we will be arriving at Singapore's Changi International Airport. in about 2 minutes.. please take your time, collect all your memories and prepare for the heat, if you are a citizen of Singapore, welcome home and welcome to REAL life......"
Funny how I have never thought about growing up, how much I have changed or life when I was in Victoria, I've always knew wanted to do and I just concentrate on getting to my goals. Coming back to Singapore is like coming back to reality. A blast back to earth or Singapore... For a jot of the crazy Asians hectic life.. look into mine.... I have day-time work lined-up, night classes starting September, 2 language classes to attend starting in July, volunteering and helping out with CHIJ Alumni. Am I crazy or what.. being and keeping myself busy is a good thing, being busy reminds me of the little time I have and how precious time is and how much harder I have to work to push myself to achieve just a little more......
Jenny wrote about goals and expectation setting and how it is an AIESEC disease. This is soooo true...my boss asked me if I had any questions for him and I asked if its possible to do goal and expectation settings ! I wrote my goals on a piece of paper and stuck it directly in front of my wall in front of my desk.. I am keeping a book of goals and dreams by my bedside... I did goal setting without even consiously thinking about it !
So.. for the year of 2005 and 2006, even up to 2008 for that matter... I have set goals for myself.. some really big, some really small.. hopefully.. i will have enough strength to go through and pull through with ALL of them ! Do you realise that the 'smaller goals' are harder to 'get' in the above picture ?
So... I am inundated with thoughts.... it almost seemed like a RIOT going through in my head !
Coming back home after 4 years and meeting people whom you haven't seen in a while is sometimes like meeting friends again and getting to know them all over again. People change and especially in the late teens, early 20s, people change drastically. Some friends have certain expectations ( not to say they are judging a person ) but they expect a person not to change after a few years... it kinda made things awkward... but I guess friends will always be friends, no matter how things turn out.
Do I have to find the old Celine back so my friends can feel more comfortable ? should I be the one changing ? or should i be the one helping them adjust to the new Celine ?
My pay-check, how much is going where and how and when ..... investments, savings, can i afford a car ? oh man... I am going crazy ! too much to think about for my brain..
Sleep is prob. good...
posted by Celine at
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