it hasn't sunk it yet
I am about to leave Canada but the feeling of leaving hasn't sunk into me. I have been feeling like that for the past few days. I am still not motivated to pack ( i wonder if I will ever be ). I really dont want to leave.. I know there is one person in the world that will understand how I feel. AAARRRGGGHH ! I dont want to go ! Victoria is where I am comfortable and a big part of my life.... I hate this feeling..
Had a WONDERFUL dinner at Ferris Oyster Bar and Grill with Sai, PT, Stevie, Chris and my sister. It was great and I love the food ! Good times, good company, good food, what more can I ask for ? I wish I am here to stay a lil' longer..
I slept in today, first thought on my mind when I got up was ''I need to pack and I am going home...'' I guess the feeling is finally here.
I think I need to psycho myself.... pretend that I am coming back in the fall and be prepared to leave, this way... leaving is much easier.. you think ?
I finally cleared up the 'unknown', worked it out and I feel good about it.. NO more grey matters.. just black and white.. I need to watch a movie, to chill, to get rid of this 'bad' air.. I need to go to the beach, the sea or just watch the ocean...
I am out.
Had a WONDERFUL dinner at Ferris Oyster Bar and Grill with Sai, PT, Stevie, Chris and my sister. It was great and I love the food ! Good times, good company, good food, what more can I ask for ? I wish I am here to stay a lil' longer..
I slept in today, first thought on my mind when I got up was ''I need to pack and I am going home...'' I guess the feeling is finally here.
I think I need to psycho myself.... pretend that I am coming back in the fall and be prepared to leave, this way... leaving is much easier.. you think ?
I finally cleared up the 'unknown', worked it out and I feel good about it.. NO more grey matters.. just black and white.. I need to watch a movie, to chill, to get rid of this 'bad' air.. I need to go to the beach, the sea or just watch the ocean...
I am out.
posted by Celine at
4:19 AM
1 Comments:
I dont know. After saying good-bye to people again (this was the 4th time) I knew that the people you care about will stay in touch. And the ones who dont are not worth crying over...
And the good thing is COUNTRIES always stay where they are. So you always know where to find them when you want to go back :)
Look for the opportunities, not the "missing out" part.
Sai and me will always bug you, no matter where you are :)
So your "UNKNOWN" became a "KNOWN" now, eh? I want to KNOW lol
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