Wednesday, June 01, 2005

It fits perfectly..

The last few days, my mind has been running around, going crazy, trying to piece together all the little bits of my life in Canada.. In the words of Celeste " Everything has to justified in your world''.

She is my sister and she understands me well. In Celine's world, everything needs to be justified ethically and morally, most things I do have a rational behind it and reasoned with. ( it might not br the same rational and reason as others )

Little bits of Celine's life in Canada fell into place over the last few weeks. As I walked around campus for the last time, sat in the harbour, will attend my last ESS meeting tonight, saying goodbyes to my friends and just pure chillin' with people I will not see for a long time.

I stayed up last night, after returning home at about one-ish. I thought for a long time and I chatted with my sister for a while. I explained my life goals to her and I thought of what Jenny told me. " Because you know exactly what you are looking for, when the right opportunity / thing / person comes along, you will know that it fits.'' She is right.

After 45 minutes of talking to myself, I know that my going home will fit perfectly into my puzzle for the next little while... and while I am not quite done with Canada, I am going to leave it on hold for a little while, and I am so determined that I will be back.

1 Comments:

Blogger Kimchi said...

Talking to yourself, eh? ;)

Just wanted to let you know that life isnt so bad after all. I talked to my Co-Trainer for this upcoming conference, and he sounds really nice on the phone...so I am looking forward to a weekend with 14 delegates, a nice co-trainer and AIESEC Parties!

I will keep you updated!

I am glad about your puzzle :)

June 01, 2005 10:54 AM  

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